Fallen Angel

Everyone I see reminds me of you
I keep turnin' round
Expectin' you to be there
I keep seein' our past
Through my looking glass
But fallen angel
Where are you now

After all these years
I remember the tears
When we parted you said
Don't forget me
You were ridin' so high
Now they're passin' you by
Girl I've never forgot you
Please come and get me

Livin' without you is
Hard enough anyway
But knowin' you're hurtin'
Makes it so much worse every day

I just wanna love you
Any way that I can
And watching you cry wasn't
Part of my plan

Tell me how did it feel
In your promised land
That you chose as
Your pain and your pleasure
A temporary sanctuary
Oh fallen angel
I'm your real treasure

~ words & music copyright Uriah Heep 1978

Untitled.

Wish I knew
How it came to this
Walking alone through the crowds
My hand empty
No warmth from you around

The last days
Blocked from my mind
Pain too great
I'm numb
Just can't cry.

Hear your echoes
See your face
Every day that goes by
Doesn't matter what I do
This love won't die

I'm sad, I know now
I can love only one other
My heart is bleeding
But you're gone,
Crying, screaming.

It's pointless
Thinking I could open again after this
You're the only One
My Queen of the sun
The only one I ever want to kiss.

Everyone else is just a pretender
None of them will ever be you
All alien, never a contender.
Sitting here looking at my baby's empty throne
Now it's done, without you I'm alone.

Your Hand In Mine.

A clear night of stars

of Explosions In The Sky.
Cold and shivering
I can feel the regret sinking in
That I want to tell you

- I can't fight this feeling anymore.
How I've felt all this time
That I don't want to be friends anymore
I want to be closer
I want to feel your warmth
Smell your skin, touch your face
Feel your slender waist in my arm
Listen to your voice in my ear
Bury my face in your hair
And tell you that all this time
I've been in love with you
I have to hug you one last time for now
Look you one last time in the eyes
Before I open the taxi door
And wrench myself away from you
From holding you for too long
Knowing that you'll know

That I want your hand in mine forever until I die.

Distance.

In the forced distance between you and me

in the words we say, or do not say to each other

I can safely love you.

~ Koraly Dimitriadis, "Love & fuck poems"

Run.

Run away from you

Running away from responsibility

Take me

As I am

Take me

From the sense of being free.

~ The Hummingbirds, "Run", Gone (EP) 1993.

Starvation.

Our love was like a hunger
Without it I'm starving.
A sketetal shell
Thinned and deadened
Empty without your lips to kiss.
I'd die for you
And without you I'm dying.

You

were my best friend.

My inspiration

My heat

My sunlight

My air which I breathed every single day.

My lover

My ultimate fantasy 

The greatest celebration of my whole life.

My soulmate. 

My wife.

My incredible, most infinite love.

Love her to the point of madness.

My wife got sick. She was constantly nervous because of problems at work, personal life, her failures and children. She lost 30 pounds and weighted about 90 pounds. She got very skinny and was constantly crying. She was not a happy woman. She had suffered from continuing headaches, heart pain and jammed nerves in her back and ribs. She did not sleep well, falling asleep only in the mornings and got tired very quickly during the day. Our relationship was on the verge of a break up. Her beauty was leaving her somewhere, she had bags under her eyes, she was poking her head, and stopped taking care of herself. She refused to shoot the films and rejected any role. I lost hope and thought that we’ll get divorced soon… But then I decided to act. After all I’ve got the most beautiful woman on earth. She is the idol of more than half of men and women on earth, and I was the one allowed to fall asleep next to her and to hug her. I began to shower her with flowers, kisses and compliments. I surprised and pleased her every minute. I gave her a lot of gifts and lived just for her. I spoke in public only about her. I incorporated all themes in her direction. I praised her in front of her own and our mutual friends. You won’t believe it, but she blossomed. She became better. She gained weight, was no longer nervous and loved me even more than ever. I had no clue that she CAN love that much.

And then I realized one thing: the woman is the reflection of her man.

If you love her to the point of madness, she will become it.

~ Brad Pitt

Missing.

"tu me manques".

Murder.

"I don't want to be with you any more"
the knife twist deep
into my beating heart
filled with a love for you
that lasts an eternity.