Faith.

I cast loving energy into the world around me
I deserve happiness for myself
I deserve happiness with those I love
Please let those I love accept this energy that I cast.
Blessed be.

Name In Light.

I stare watching that black screen
Waiting to see your name in light.
Wishing for a sentence to come
I want to say I'm so badly broken.
I want to say my heart is dragging
Off the back of an old bus
Bloodied, bruised and damaged.
Crimson streaks of my love for you
Lining the roads everywhere in my life
I wonder what you're doing
As I sit here thinking of you
If you think about me.
Or whether you hate me
If you want to spit on me.
If you want to wipe me out of your life.
If you know that I never stopped being in awe of you
If you know that I wanted to impress youIf you know how desperately I love you.

Untitled.

Every corner
Each pathway
A patch of grass
The lights of restaurants
A crossing on a street.

You're everywhere.
Every memory brings warmth
I think of your hands clasping mine
The safety it gave me
To know that I walked always
With you beside me

No matter what I couldn't understand
I'd never felt such completeness
I'd never felt so whole
When we spoke with each other
Our voices were two parts to a single sound
Two notes that belonged in harmony

Sometimes we squabbled
Sometimes we cried.
But every single day
Our heads rested gently against the other's
Our eyes closed, breathing easily as one
Knowing how deeply we loved each other.

Regret.

It's always too late
When you realise what you did wrong
That you said the wrong words
That you acted the wrong way
That you didn't listen
That you didn't realise
there was an attempt to compromise happening before your own eyes.

I would do anything
To turn that clock back
To fix what I should have done right
To learn that I too needed to learn
To give you an end to the loneliness
And realise the trust you put in me.

I wish I knew how to stop my heartache
How to stop staring at the footpath
Everywhere I walk
My sunken eyes ready to weep
This incredible pain of not having you in my life.

I wish I had that one chance
To fix your pain that I had created
To no longer regret,
To hold your hand once more,
So that we can love each other again.
To do it right.

I'm so sorry 
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry.

Glimpse.

... and as my soul shattered into a thousand shards,
I saw you once more.
Beautiful and splendid as ever,
Your eyes as blue as the clearest of skies
Hair glistening as gold
In that single glimpse,
Always and forever
The one who I never wanted to go through life without
My true friend, my true other half

The most incredible woman on earth,
You who I love forever and ever.

Bleeding Heart.

The echo resonates over and over
Your soft pink lips
Warm cheeks, soothing smile
The safety of your hands in mine
Memories scattered in my mind

The embrace of your body
Arms gently encircling me
The smell of your long golden hair
The softness on my faceI never wanted to let go.

And now it is gone.
My life rips into pieces
My soul bleeds in agony
I grasp for you in my mind,
But echoes remain, resonating over and over.
I am heartbroken.