Where there was once light
Now is only darkness.
Where was once hope
Is now hopelessness.
Where once was movement, direction
Now is locked, trapped.
Where once was a dream of completeness
Now seems a vision of gaping empty holes.
Where once I breathed life again,
Now I exist in stagnation, rotting her with my very heart.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Disintegration.
Always frowning
Never sleeping
Always thinking
Never moving
When will this end?
When will I feel secure again?
When will the sky turn from awful obsidian to blue again?
When will I calm, breathe a sigh of relief?
Always problems
Always uneasy
Always questioning
Never accepting.
When will I smile, lapse safely into sleep at last?
When will I no longer ponder?
When will I become who you fell in love with?
When will everything stop disintegrating?
Never sleeping
Always thinking
Never moving
When will this end?
When will I feel secure again?
When will the sky turn from awful obsidian to blue again?
When will I calm, breathe a sigh of relief?
Always problems
Always uneasy
Always questioning
Never accepting.
When will I smile, lapse safely into sleep at last?
When will I no longer ponder?
When will I become who you fell in love with?
When will everything stop disintegrating?
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