Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Pale Mannequin

I look at you and
you're beautiful
like always.
But all I feel
is only what I see
A dead face forced into a 

smile which almost cracks
Lifeless blue eyes like
a sinkhole in the sea.
Twisted into
meaningless shapes,

an empty pale mannequin.

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

A mute observer

I don't want you anymore
and I don't need you anymore
But I am watching from afar
Seeing you take your steps
And for now, 
that is all I have to give.

Monday, November 09, 2015


The saddest part?
Now it's as though
We've never met.

Monday, January 27, 2014

Distant Echo.

You shone blazing in the sky
Perfect, unreachable
Thirsting and parched
I was so desperate to touch you
You spoke was music to my ears

My life's wish was granted
Every time you said you loved me.
But the promises were empty
Your words became whispers
Phraseless murmurs, then soundless.
Once again, I was left alone
With no idea what went wrong.

Now I almost can't see your face.
I'm forgetting what you look like
A person that I'll never see again.
Fading into the crowd,
A person I once loved a long time ago.

Now this feels like someone else's story
An experience I had never felt,
yet I seem to know so well.
I'm lost between two worlds,
Not knowing which turn to take.

Reading your words on the screen
I'm thinking of things to say, waiting
For something to come, but it doesn't.
Maybe at last, it's just too late.

Saturday, October 19, 2013


Broken, withered and wretched
Crawling through the dark
Slivering hands caressing wet rock
Miserable, soulless and broken
Eyes of glass, empty transparency,
Mumblings of melancholy
Dwellings of nothingness
Limping from sunlight
Wandering through the twisted caverns
Slimy memories trickling down walls
Weak and sick, frail and poisonous
Shivering in the dim gloom,
She passes through moments,
Rotten and decayed for eternity.

Thursday, October 17, 2013


Effort for nothing.
Wasted, depleted
Drained, exhausted.
For you, who was never there
Never open
Never honest
How many times I was spent
By the time I realised,
It was already too late.
I was love with you.
I was ready to curry this burden
For the rest of my life.
A sick skeletal shell,
Soulless and distorted
Toxic and trapped
A heart with no beat.
Black poison ice for blood.
A broken pile of glass
Reflecting half-images
Shattered and jumbled.
All parts of a person
Running forever.

Tuesday, October 15, 2013


The pain
Is so encompassing
Blotting out everything.
So great
So disarming
Engulfing me
so incredibly
So ingrained and inseparable

I can't attach to sensation anymore
I can't even observe the enormity 
of losing you from my life
I can't love anyone
Ever again.