Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Faith

I'd still have you in my arms
If only you'd known back then
I'd still have your face resting against mine
If you realised there was nothing to be afraid of
We'd still have each other forever
If you could just trust in the process.

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Seems Like...

Seems like all I've done is try,
and nothing ever seems right,
although I've given you much,
why is it never enough?
and so you've hurt my feelings,
the consequences of pride,
and though I've given you much,
why is it never enough?

given you love, given you much,
given you love, given you much,
given you love, you know it's never enough...

Seems like all I've done is cry,
and nothing ever seems right,
although I've given you much,
why is it never enough?
and so you've hurt my feelings,
the consequence of your lies,
and though I've given you much,
why is it never enough?

What did I do?
tell me what did I do?
what did I do?
given you love, given you much,
given you love, given you much,
given you love, you know it's never enough...

Seems like a part of me has died,
so nothing feels right,
and though I've given you much,
why is it never enough?
Messed around with my feelings,
and never seeing what's right,
and though I've given you much,
why is it never enough?

What did I do?
tell me what did I do?
what did I do?
given you love, given you much,
given you love, given you much,
given you love, you know it's never enough...

Seems like you wanna say goodbye,
were things I did ever right?
and though I've given you much,
why was it never enough?
and though you've hurt my feelings,
the consequences of time,
I'm tired of giving you much and so we fade in the dust...

What did I do?
tell me what did I do?
what did I do?
we fade in the dust,
it's never enough, given you love,
given you much, you know it's never enough...

What did I do?
tell me what did I do?
what did I do?
given you love, given you much,
given you love, given you much, given you love...


Music & Lyrics © Riya 2010

Wednesday, June 04, 2014

Eternal Rains Will Come

"... Eternal rains will come,
We should say goodbye...
Told me not to wait,
Unless I could wait forever,
There's no time for us,
To comfort in what was..."


~ Mikael Akerfeldt

Saturday, May 31, 2014

Safety.

To feel the gaze into my eyes
The caress of hands gliding on my face
Warming my cheeks
Taking me into protection
To feel a drinking kiss on my lips
"No one will hurt you. I won't hurt you",
Maybe someday I'll stop being afraid
of experiencing that pain again.

Saturday, May 03, 2014

Stranger

If I look at a photo
I don't know who I'm seeing.
If I heard your voice
I wouldn't know who I was speaking to.
You're someone from long time ago,
From someone else's life.
Someone I've never known, 
And don't care for.
Now,
You're a stranger.

Saturday, February 22, 2014

Enlightenment

At last I can say it aloud.
I can speak the words
and I can write it without pain.

"I don't love you anymore".

Thursday, February 06, 2014

Too fragile to feel

I don't know what to say
or what to do.
It's still so real, so raw
I don't want you to look at me,
to touch me.
I don't want you to be there,
to be anywhere.
Just away from me.
But you're deep inside me
Buried deep deep down
A faint echo
Three words feel like
something I've never said before
I just don't know
why I still love you.