Thursday, August 06, 2015

Missing you

If you only you realised
That I'd sat and been still awhile
That I'd finally arrived
I'd gone past the fantasy 
I loved not only your beauty
I loved all your flaws too.
And still do now.
Such a horrible waste
To see you drowning 
in tears and anger
Running as far 
as your feet could carry you.
Gone, never to see you again.

Thursday, July 23, 2015

Unforgettable

Why is so much of my world
Connected to love for you?

Tuesday, July 07, 2015

Lovers rain



Breathing
Staring deep
into each other
Fingers clasped
Palms damp and pressed
Feet and calves
Interlacing like a lattice
Your gasps exploding into my ear
Exhales washing over my chest
Sweat running down our necks
Cheeks flushed with heat
Pulling you closer
Hair pouring over my face
with the drizzles of rain outside
painting the orgasms canvas
Our bodies writhing
Turns into shaking
Our fire burns as one
Jaws clenched tight
Eyes wide
Heart open
Body and soul
I’m yours.
OPEN.

Friday, June 19, 2015

Ship to Wreck

Don't touch the sleeping pills, they mess with my head,
Dredging the Great White Sharks, swimming in the bed,
And here comes a Killer Whale, to sing me to sleep,
Thrashing the covers off, it has me by it's teeth.

And oh my love remind me, what was it that I said?
I can't help but pull the earth around me, to make my bed
And oh my love remind me, what was it that I did?
Did I drink too much?
Am I losing touch?
Did I build this ship to wreck?

To wreck, to wreck, to wreck,
Did I build this ship to wreck?

What's with the long face? Do you want more?
Thousands of red-eyed mice, scratching at the door,
Don't let the curtain catch you, cause you've been here before,
The chair is an island darling, you can't touch the floor,

And oh my love remind me, what was it that I said?
I can't help but pull the earth around me, to make my bed
And oh my love remind me, what was it that I did?
Did I drink too much?
Am I losing touch?
Did I build this ship to wreck?

To wreck, to wreck, to wreck,
Did I build this ship to wreck?

And good God, under starry skies we are lost,
And into the breach we got tossed,
And the water's coming in fast!

And oh my love remind me, what was it that I said?
I can't help but pull the earth around me, to make my bed
And oh my love remind me, what was it that I did?
Did I drink too much?
Am I losing touch?
Did I build this ship to wreck?

To wreck, to wreck, to wreck,
Did I build this ship to wreck?

To wreck, to wreck, to wreck,
Did I build this ship to wreck?



~ music & lyrics Florence & The Machine

Monday, January 27, 2014

Distant Echo.

You shone blazing in the sky
Perfect, unreachable
Thirsting and parched
I was so desperate to touch you
You spoke was music to my ears

My life's wish was granted
Every time you said you loved me.
But the promises were empty
Your words became whispers
Phraseless murmurs, then soundless.
Once again, I was left alone
With no idea what went wrong.

Now I almost can't see your face.
I'm forgetting what you look like
A person that I'll never see again.
Fading into the crowd,
A person I once loved a long time ago.

Now this feels like someone else's story
An experience I had never felt,
yet I seem to know so well.
I'm lost between two worlds,
Not knowing which turn to take.

Reading your words on the screen
I'm thinking of things to say, waiting
For something to come, but it doesn't.
Maybe at last, it's just too late.

Saturday, October 19, 2013

Creature.

Broken, withered and wretched
Crawling through the dark
Slivering hands caressing wet rock
Miserable, soulless and broken
Eyes of glass, empty transparency,
Mumblings of melancholy
Dwellings of nothingness
Limping from sunlight
Wandering through the twisted caverns
Slimy memories trickling down walls
Weak and sick, frail and poisonous
Shivering in the dim gloom,
She passes through moments,
Rotten and decayed for eternity.

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Depleted

Effort for nothing.
Wasted, depleted
Drained, exhausted.
For you, who was never there
Never open
Never honest
Taking
How many times I was spent
By the time I realised,
It was already too late.
I was love with you.
I was ready to curry this burden
For the rest of my life.
A sick skeletal shell,
Soulless and distorted
Toxic and trapped
A heart with no beat.
Black poison ice for blood.
A broken pile of glass
Reflecting half-images
Shattered and jumbled.
All parts of a person
Running forever.